to trisha....

breathing........

there's something to be said for rediscovering yourself

something to be said for looking inward through the eyes of another....
one whom is trustworthy
one whom relies on the Lord with all their heart
one whose desire is to serve God

I am the most blessed man on earth.

I find myself teeter tottering upon the unsettling balance between a mute desire to give up which arrives to complement ill health and a mysterious joy beyond joy growing from my heart and bellowing from my lungs as song of praise and love.

relish in the dichotomy of it all...

let the world know, this woman is the desire of my eye, spirit and heart
beyond a motivation... an inspiration and an honorable friend.
I thank Jesus for her today

I had almost forgot what is was to laugh..
to smile
...my world had become one day of agonizing pain and fear of dying after another....
I leaned on the Word and the Spirit but still had lost my hope to see the next day.

I wish to thank you for encouraging and helping me to abide by faith in His word again.
regardless of the outcome of my days.... the when... the how.... the how soon....
I know that I will go in peace and I will be loved.
THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME AND LOVING GOD.
* that is all I've ever wanted in life*
THANK YOU FOR SEVEN MONTHS OF JOY
-I look forward to the next 7...and the the next 37 years afterwards-

I acknowledge you and thank you for all you have done. God Bless You!

praise to the Lord Most High for redemption, restoration and peace that can only come from Him.

:)

- TO THE BEST GIRLFRIEND EVER-

it is well

and all was made pure.


-au bonheur